Thursday, August 27, 2009
Strange
I find it interesting how we are affected sometimes by unknown matters. For instance, you could be sleeping good, eating healthy and being active, however somehow feel yourself "not in your plate". Thinking of what you may be looking for the reasons in weather, in things you do, things you should be doing, but not doing them etc... Many different reasons. Once you find a solution, you think "I will solve this kind of issue faster next time!", but brain is forgetting and is doing that all the time. We may remember the result of the situation, but if it happens so rarely you may forget even that. So, my feeling now is that I kinda feel something is wrong, I know I had a situation like that before, but I cannot understand what is that situation right now. So thinking of that I am starting to write this text, thinking on-fly about it, totally without preparation or idea. Therefore, by doing so I go through various thoughts, ideas and feelings from recent past and realize what is wrong about present...
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And as for me, writing that kind of thoughts in English, is much easier and seems more clear, and may be much cooler, that if you would written that in Russian =)
ReplyDeleteHow is situation now? Do you still fell wrong?
it's Alex btw, from Mikeli, from that summer 2007 =)
Nice blog! And you dont tell me? Are you committing the same mistake twice? Kein problem. It is not about your thoughts or your brain it is about feelings, and sometimes remembering feelings is so difficult that you forget what you felt, and when you are feeling again the same thing you remember why you did commit the mistake.
ReplyDeleteam I wrong?